The past month has been a bit of a roller coaster for me. I have also noticed that on the 4th of each month, so far in 2017, something happens that knocks me to my core. It's a struggle. I don't know what to do with myself...I don't know how to pull it together...I don't know how to deal with it...I don't know how to handle it.
I am trying to rise above, to move forward, but it's hard.
I am lucky to have a great group of friends that I can vent to, who try to lift my spirits, who are willing to keep me company or take me out for some fun. I appreciate them and their efforts...but it's still a struggle for me.
As hard as it is, and it is hard, I have to drag myself to have fun- to drink champagne and dance- to let loose, to go back to being me.